Hallow's Eve I went on a Lovely date to Downtown Disney with Carlos :'3
this was my Halloween celebration since I ended up getting the closing shift at my job on Halloween ;_; at least they let me wear my minnie mouse ears while I worked.

Back to Downtown Disney, It was great! So many people dressed up and it was just nice seeing the place in a new light, I had never been there so close to the holiday. Unfortunately we didnt make it in time to trick or treat, they ended at 9pm and we got there at 9:30pm, Darn!
This is what I wore~

The back of the shirt has a tail with a red bow sticking out, I swish it around lol.
It was really ackward having everyone at the Taco bell stare at me when me and Carlos where ordering our food o:

I loove those shoes but they were killing me feet all night! However in the name of my outfit I didn't care and went on wearing them. I paid for it the next day >________<

Basically me and Carlos just went around looking through shops, seeing what was new and ate some yummy ice cream and chocolates.

*Once again VERY lazy with the make up*

We found giant Mickey pumpkins! * . * I just couldn't resist to take a picture with it! Especially since Pumpkins are my fav vegie, not eating wise but the cute factor of them hehe.

I have to say the best part of the night was THIS.

Candied apple Minnie Mouse! Cutest apple in the world? I think so!

I fell in love with it, and of course Carlos being the good boyfriend bought it for me. Haha he'd laught at me cause I walked around staring at it or holding it close to me with a goofy smile on my face. What else was I suppose to do?! I certainly wasn't going to eat it..well not right away >.>

He also bought me one more gift, I haven't tooken a picture of it yet but by the next post I will! lol Oh yes, I forgot..I bought a new SD card :DD hence why I was able to take so many pictures.

The night ended perfectly, I slept over his place to be all cramped up on his small bed (That was horrible hahaha) and woke up to a plate of Pancakes :)

What did all of you do for Halloween? And what was the best part?


Sorry for not posting in so long, my camera is being rebelous against me D:<
I think its its my SD card that's acting up, time to take a trip to Wal Mart.
However, I've made due with my phone camera so if the pics look cruddy
I'm sorry ;_;

This is todays outfit~

>:DDD Oh yeah, Star Wars FTW. Darth Vader and R2 = ♥

[I have an R2 plush keychain on my bag]

This is actually the first time I wore that skirt, I felt so happy because when I bought it the size was too small. Looks like I'm making progress!

Where did I wear this to? The movies :'3 Yup again but this time with my family. You see my most awesome cousin Ambar called me spontaniously to go see a movie with her and my aunt. I haven't seen them in a long time since my aunt and mom started a war among each other.

Oh yes, my younger brother Sammy came along.
You can see him photo bombing in the back XD
He gave me a bat shaped silly band! It made me happy, bats are so cute~
I actually have 2 other siblings but I'm not close to them.
They live in Puerto Rico while I live here in Florida.

Me with my aunt Glenda.
She's nice and silly but very hard headed.
Its difficult to be around her sometimes.


^____^ The movie we ended up watching is not new, it was "Step Up 3" I had never seen a step up movie and OMG I loved it! All the dancing was amazing and intense! This dance was my favorite for one reason alone..water. I don't know what it is when people dance on water it gives me the chills and I automatically love it. lolol that's how Shinee won my heart :p

I was full of excitement and jealousy throught out the movie, I wish I could dance like that! DD:
I honestly don't know how to dance and it makes me mad. There's nothing left to do but take classes! DDR can't help me here! >.<;

Do any of you have a talent you wish you had? o:


Date & Funeral

Hii everyone! :'3
First of all I'd like to say a Happy 9 months to me and Carlos!
o(^___^)o Hehehe I love him so much
How's everyone's week going so far?
My week has been topsy turvy (@_@)
One day will be great! the next is just disaster!!

On Sunday I went to the movies with Carlos to see RED. red stands for "Retired Extremely Dangerous" I was Dyieng to see this movie

Red is basically a action comedy film starring Bruce Willis as the protaginist, the movie involves 4 retired CIA agents who are leading a dull life and find themselves wrapped up back with the goverment who are trying to kill them D: Why? well watch the movie and find out! I reccomend it highly!

Out of all the characters in the movie this man was my favorite.

He was so crazy! :DD He ran around attacking ladies with a pig plush (that had a massive gun in it mind you) and he loved pancakes! Yum :p
Me and Carlos had a very good time, it had been such a long time since we went on a Date like this.

Sundays outfit~


Monday was a complete Different story... I had to attend a funeral for Carlos's family DD:
His cousin died, they don't know exactly how yet but they think it was an over dose.
I absolutely HATE FUNERALS.
I get so antsy and depressed even when I don't know the person I still feel sad for the people that cared about them and I begin to cry.
I was so heartbroken, I saw all of Carlos's family crying their hearts out and whats worse I even saw Carlos cry for the first time! It took me by surprise and all I could do was hold him.

Among all the sadness there was some laughter, cell phones went off sayings things like "STFU" in spanish, and family members made jokes so it wasn't all bad. After the funeral I bonded some more with Carlos at his house, we ate dinner, watched some Ugly Betty and cuddle close. I was so grateful to have him at that moment ;_______;

Monday's Funeral Outfit~

*Please Excuse the lack of make up, I've been terribly sick with allergies so my eyes have been to itchy and watery*


My room C:

The cold weather is approuching here in Florida, how exciting! As the temperature drops I get the urge to better myself and my lifestyle. I don't know if this happens to anyone else but this is a patter for me. I was not meant to be more a summer baby!

I joined a gym finally c: Hooray! I'm hopeful this will help me with my weight goal. I want to be at 125-130lbs, mom says that's too skinny for a girl my height 5'5 but I beg to differ. I'm already doomed to a life of big thighs and a big butt no matter how much weight I lose DD:

Besides physical improvement, I get the urge to be really tidy. I was exausted yesterday but I picked myself up and cleaned my room. I immidetly went to bed after.. a clean room, a cool night, and cute love txt from carlos was enough to knock me out x]

Here are some pics of my room I'd like to share!

Hehe messy, eh?
I have a small room becuase of all the big furtinure :/ I soo wish I had more space, big rooms look so nice! But harder to clutter, I enjoy clutter~ lots more things to look at!Haha, I'm sure you've noticed all my plushies
I'll never ever get rid of any of them, I want them to keep growing and growing till I have to sleep on the floor! (lolol jk they'll sleep on the floor)


Random Facts

This is basically a filler post~ I've been so so busy these days with work (its my excuse everytime) @___@; ahhhh so tired All I want to do is sleep all the time

Sleep XD Pictures, Images and Photos

Anyway, Lets get started shall we?

1.I've only had 2 boyfriend my entire life including Carlos.

2.Both my ex and current boyfriend were dumped for another girl before dating me >.>
3.I like sweaters more than Jackets

4.I get tired of seeing Hello Kitty's face
5.I love Jacob but I can't help but have this secret love for Edward

6.If I could be reborn I would like to be a fairy
7.Death is the single most scariest thing to me but I'm curious to see what happends after it

8.I like to say I don't care about people and sometimes its true but usually I'm hiding my real feelings

9.Grapes and Strawberries are my favorite fruits
10.I would love to be an underwear model someday

11.Me and Carlos have lots of corny nick names for each other: Mr.Mickey/Ms.Minnie, SugarPlum/Sweetpea, Stitch/Angel, Prince/Princess, Chocolate/Strawberry
12.I want to have 100 plushies or more :3

13.I sleep with a nighlight on everynight ( I'm scared of the dark)
14.When I walk around my house I imagine creatures following me and scare myself
15.I want to live in London a good portion of my life

16.I have no idea what I want to do with my life besides hair

17.Old people scare me because they remind me of what I DON'T want to look like
18.I wish I could dance :[

19.I want to voice act for a Disney movie oneday

20.I do my hair twice a week

21.My favorite perfumes are Brittney Spears perfumes

22.I want to own a baby duck,white bunny, and a corgi.

22.I use to run around shirtless when I was a kid

23.Staying optimistic makes me tired lol

24.I want to look like Katy Perry D:

25.I'm considering putting pink in my hair


Halloween Stores are fun!


Yesterday after work I went to the mall with my mom, which is usually no fun cause I end up buying her things I don't want to >:(
She takes advantage that I have a job.
However, this time the "I forgot my wallet at home" did the trick ;DDD Oh yes.

She ended up buying me this little cutie! Its from Jessica Louise

Aint he the cutest? :'3 I think so!

I've never been into a halloween store and we went into 2 of them~ There were soooooo many costumes! A lot of alice in wonderland ones, which figured from the extreme popularity its been getting from the Tim Burton film.[ I've honestly become annoyed of the recent fandom]

While in the store I couldn't help but try on some things and take pics of all the "creepy" things.

I felt like Toad from Mario! so cute.

I made a joke with this, I told my mom I was her bf Gustavo
who's mexican lol.
If I was a clown I'd loove to own a pair of these!

o.o Edward? --> lmao at moonlight (Twilight)


Love Songs


There's always that one love song/movie that just makes my heart a big ball of mush.
I secretly sing these songs to myself and imagine myself as the main character in the movies they are from. I can't be happy any other way I have to feel like the main character. I like to believe what they say is true even if love is not perfect and people constantly contradict themselves. I should know, I do it all the time! I don't care what anybody says, EVERYONE contradicts themselves at some point.

But this post isn't about contradictions, its about some of the best love songs in my book <3

First: Love will find a way from Lion King 2

Second: Never Knew I needed by Ne-yo

Third: So this is love from Cinderela

Forth: A whole new World from Aladdin

Fifth: At the beggining from Anastasia

I could listen to these songs over and over again~ they are just so wonderful!
They really do make my happy and as corny as it sounds makes me want to wear a beautiful dress and dance close to my boyfriend just the two of us under the stars >/////<

So, I'd like to know what is YOUR favorite love song(s)?